I wish I had a good excuse for you, I really do. But the fact of the matter is I have been in hiding recently. I have avoided friends and most of my family and that is simply because I am trying to avoid the many nagging problems in my mind.
I also I wish I could share my burdens with you...but I wouldn't even know where to start. And besides I am sure you all have your own burdens. Tell them to me! I need something to help me take my mind of ME! Please?? It is the way I survive.
Now I don't tend to share my inner most crazies with anyone beyond my unfortunate nearest and dearest. But you have found yourself amidst the 'privileged' today. If you ask me what I have spent my time doing recently I would have to say...falling out of love. Being in love is torture. It’s HIM calling, texting or randomly showing up in my peripheral vision and flushing my whole day down the toilet, and seemingly without knowing it! It’s turning an old duvet cover into some kind of dress or sleeping bag and re-writing an old Dean Martin song in my head until it's relevant and doesn’t make me a lesbian.
Ultimately, I think what I am trying to say is that I have neglected you because I have felt neglected...so don't hold it against me :)
Amina you surely are very expressie and creative with your writing. Good luck with everything you do!
ReplyDeletewow thank you very much :) it means a lot coming from such a creative mind like yours
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