Panic Stations

So my friend sent me a message on facebook the other day (meaning yesterday or somewhere thereabout...the days are a blur lol) I think she was worried about me. She definitely sounded very worried lol

I have crazy love for her and I understand her worry. Reading back some of my blog posts I can see why she would be (she read them too of course)

So from me too the very few people who bother to read this drool....do i sound depressed??

If yes.........

• You must realise that I only ever write in blog when I would write in a diary...if I kept one i.e. at points of emotional peak. Admittedly my emotional peaks have been at times of sadness recently...
• Furthermore the purposes of my blog are changing somewhat due to some MAJOR changes in my life.
• Also I tend to be a bit ambiguous about said changes (I know! I know! Contradicts the whole purpose of a blog but I a what I am lol) My ambiguity doesn't help my seeming depression much.

So I think its only fair to assure my friend and whoever else cares enough that I am not contemplating suicide presently, scouts honour :D